Lord of the rings online
Zero activity, so as usual – standing in Bree. I was very lucky to meet kind and wise player in Regional. One of very rare who are kind and give advice and do not judge.
Talk started with me not understanding her humour. And it is me, who always liked and likes jokes! Only shows in how grumpy mood I am now. Later it switched to my situation. She gave me advice to give game a break.
A wise advice, yet I am not sure if it will change anything. Community will remain cold, elitist and not accepting others; there would be no content to run; crafting will still make no sense; there would be no meaningfull activity. Yet, maybe I should consider this.
That wise and kind player told my attitude could change. Emm…what good is attitude change if nothing in the games changes?
Otherwise I was invisible for others, no talks, even in LFF – very little activity.
Bloxd
Once again running into Lotro-type jerks who enjoy humiliating others (like that haters’ group I faced in social network). None of them looked psychically normal or older than 12 years. My quest to find normal server is failing. But if I am to start my own – I must be prepared to ban everyone who does not fit. And most important – prepare for mega-build. A city that would take some 80 chunks, each chunk – 32 * 32 blocks. And there would be more cities, ports, villages, just nice things to look at.
My online life right now equals to mostly zero. Worst of that is the fact I could not find solution where solution must be. Nobody to talk to, nobody to listen to, nowhere to ask advice for. One big dark.